The most exciting part is the fact that I will spend every second tomorrow with the person whom has my conditional love...the baby inside my womb. This is sure to be the last birthday I will ever have without a baby. From here on out im certain that my birthday cakes will be whatever flavor he or she adores, even ones I hate like chocolate.
It's bittersweet to know that tomorrow I'll be a year older. I never really imagine I'd be a mother at 24. I'm not sure if 24 is too young or too old. I guess if I compare myself to my peers I might be a little old since numerous have children already. When I compare myself to the norm I'm too young. Whatever the case may be I'm satisfied with my life choices and blessed to be in the situation I am in today.
The idea of unconditional love sits nicely in my heart perhaps that's why I love Christ so much. Now that I'm almost a mother the idea of giving my only son is hella touching to me. God must really really love us. I'm not sure how well I'd handle giving up my only baby or for that matter any baby of mine. The idea makes my heart sink to the deepest darkest place in the Pacific Ocean. Because of Christ I am able to have everlasting life and be unconditionally loved. He paid my debt in advance and definitely makes me feel worthy.
I don't want material gifts this year for my birthday. I just ask that you pray for us. I ask that you ask our father God to continue to bless me and that He bring me a healthy baby boy or girl. I ask that you pray that I continue to walk with God this 24th year of mine. I ask that you pray to God to teach me patience, discipline and understanding. Prayer will be the best gift anyone can give me tomorrow...because Lord knows I need tons of it. <3
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